So this is it. My final decision to back to basic---Blogging. I thought of starting over, thought of writing back, thought of sharing life through this small window. Week past since my last thought of getting back active here. Yet, the past has been the main issue to get back active. So, I am previously moving forward and avoiding any encountered from the past. In the middle of deciding over this, at some point, whatever. Keep writing. Let them read your past.
Last night before making the decision, I read over my 260+ entries, I thank God I managed to record many important part of this awesome journey. From the family events, to bff, to studies, matriculation days, 1st year etc and not to be forgotten my "overreaction and overwhelmed post. Some just made me amaze that I asked myself, "It's me who wrote this?" ---sehh gitu.
Moving on and heading for future ain't easy if the baggage of yesterday still remain. At first I thought of creating new blog as unknown author. Then I thought over, what is the purpose of blogging if you choose to be invisible. I thought of closing down this domain and create new blog. Well, I did create one but for some reasons, I love this old blog of mine. So I decided to blog again with this old blog.
My second thought were, well I start over and I had gut to write back so what about past? I chose to delete entries that brought me to the past I left behind. In the middle of deleting those, another thought pop-out...let bygone be bygone. Adios amigos...i press that tick all button and walalaaa...all the previous entries were deleted.
So, here I am rolling the red carpet for my new journey...thanks to my junior L for sharing her updated blog (L, if you reached here, buzz me ok). Thanks for inspiring me to start again. Ironically, I shut mine down (earlier)...but somehow...let's share a portion of my life with others. Sharing the whole cake of my life with others is impossible, so why not just share a slice of my life here. There were times where I am so demotivated that I turned to read others' blog and stories, and that keep me surviving the night.
Till then. Mabuhayyy...
